Tarot and Demons.. what can go wrong?
IF YOU’RE READY TO DEAL THE CARDS
BE READY TO DEAL WITH UNINVITED FORCES.. 100% THIS CAN HAPPEN!
I picked up my Tarot cards 5 years ago, but rarely did I challenge the cards with serious questions.. I had nothing to be so concerned about, so easy happy go lucky.. I barely spent time with it.
I moved house and had just experienced a recent death in the family at the time, as you do you find your Tarot cards amongst the boxes, you give it more of a play – but yet I had no intense questions so I put it down.
The first week of moving in to the new house, I had nightmares of the closets and doors shutting furious by it-self, I had interpret this constant nightmare for a time as a threat that I was not welcome in the house.
I also remember it was since this time that I started seeing the number 33 everywhere, every time I looked at the clock it would be 33 minutes past, a dead alarm clock would buffer up and sound a static noise at 33 minutes past the hour, I would arrive at the only available parking space and find I’ve parked at space 33, this would suggest to me not just my body clock reacting to a time schedule.
Back at the house I brought my female friend over, already she didn’t feel cosy or safe, she even asked me to wait for her outside my own bathroom whilst she was in there. When we sat in the lounge to drink our tea’s and chat we heard little items being thrown around, the noise was coming down from the kitchen, we saw the fridge magnets was all over on the floor, previously the floor was clear as we went in to make our cups of tea. My friend was shy yet scared momentarily I was inviting and trying to divert her attention away to something more positive.
At night I would hear the door bell ring and the automated infra-red activated path light come on, maybe a cat ran by but who pressed the door bell? I had asked, but NEVER did I open the door! I know farewell to avoid feeling silly if I had looked outside with nothing to see out there.
I would do my crafts and feel something was staring through me with pure hate and disgust of my existence, so uncomfortable that I decided to switch off, head upstairs and go to bed.
I felt a warm touch on my knee whilst in bed, like something wanted to get my attention, and no it wasn’t my partner – he was well cosy in his foetal position and scrunched up inside the duvet.
Lying in bed I was a few weeks pregnant and I felt a tug pull out of my lower abdomen and a sweet female voice as to comfort me saying ‘You are going to have a miscarriage but it’s ok, this is meant to be’. I told my partner what strange tug I felt but I didn’t tell him of what I heard just in case I’m going crazy I went back to bed, a week later I felt pain, a huge loss of blood and indeed I had a miscarriage, weirdly I had received a letter days after telling me the results from my urine sample that I gave them a few days after that night, the letter advised me of an abnormality in my test and that it is such a sensitive topic they would like me to come in to speak to a doctor, this letter was referring to the urine test which most likely had shown that I was no longer pregnant or carrying the pregnancy hormones.
This time around, I picked up my cards cause I was bored, depressed, confused and so on.. it gave me happy news and that brought comfort over again over again just what I needed.. good news – so I kept reading. It gave me a few bad ones that made me question more and more and so on.
One afternoon, I was lying on my sofa, just finished watching Jeremy Kyle afternoon talk show, spreading my legs across the sofa, at the end of my foot was a newspaper, I was just staring at my toes keeping it still wondering if I should get my nails trimmed and I saw the newspaper gliding away from the sofa’s arms edge and therefore it was moving right behind my toes and I was not moving. The windows were all closed. I raised an eyebrow thinking ‘Do I give a shit? What other weird shit can happen?’ I guess after the miscarriage I was just numbed out!
But my behaviour of keeping to myself, and ignoring weird objects shifting next to me without my interaction in the house somehow got it to amplify its works even more.
It got bigger and stronger, lamp shades were swinging with plenty of hype, door handles were rattling up and down in front of my very eyes as I was staring away in a world of my own – so it got my attention and I would just get up and do the dishes or do some other cleaning or better get out of the house and do some shopping.
I had to do some other activities as I was not working but couldn’t spend money on unnecessary leisure or luxury on my partner’s earning, so one evening I was calling several other psychics and readers and see if they wanted to get together for the usual meeting and getting to know each other better or to introduce other contacts ‘networking’. I dialled a contact to a medium very well known in media, she had predicted that rockets in 2003 would not come back due to malfunctions and she was telling me and what I had already read online that she had the media knocking on her door wanting her views etc. Before I got into introducing myself properly to her, the first thing she picked up which astonished me and this time hearing it from a stranger over a telephone made it REAL! She said the spirits in your house right now doesn’t like you, it wants you out of the house, it’s been trying to get your attention and you just ignore them. I was jaw dropping and agreeing as yes I have been experiencing this stuff and no I will not be moving out for its sake!
This famous psychic lady on the phone does not know my usual routines in the house or whether I have a job! but what she was describing on what I was doing was what the spirits in the house was telling her what they had seen me do around the house -through her as their medium, but she said my grandmother has come through and she is not an English nationality but she said she’s been watching me sitting in front of the computer and just finding me funny. She said that my grandmother is one of my spirit guide, and she said I am lucky I have a gate keeper which she explained means it’s not that easy for an entity to just possess me. Anyways me and this lady psychic grew friends, we would call each other often and exchange readings, but she was much much much better than me, well she would be as she’s much older and this is how she earns her living!
I class her as a medium, a psychic, where as I am just a Tarot Reader – I had studied the meanings of the card, although she stresses that I am psychic too just not so fond on tuning in or advancing towards it. She was so psychic she would tell me a time scale in weeks and months and dates, and people’s past with very close matches. I would tell my closest friends after each call what she had predicted for me as I write it all down and my friends after a while would come back to remind me ‘remember she told you that would happen? Let’s look at your note again what did you say she’d told you? We would read it and be amazed of the ‘deja vu’ kind of feeling.
Anyways… She was in her mid 40’s and I could sense her doughnut effect life, where to me she seems like she is stuck in the constant revolving doughnut nut shell, she trusts no one, she predicts most things right therefore life was no thrill for her, from knowing opportunity that arises she spoils the surprises for her and people close to her that it drives closeness away. Her life and occurrences feels like the same story all over again, like she was never moving forward. It got me thinking she’s being playing with Tarot Cards since her very young age up until now, could she be cursed to never moving forward? And every little surprise would be taken away by the works of the universe just at d midst of her discovery or attachment to it?
I eventually moved out of the haunted house, but I was also going through a divorce. I used the card more frequently as I was lonely and eventually I had created my own spreads where the cards and I would build a language. I had many date offers, and my friends did try to set me up a few dates and I was so boring, dull and uninteresting. In fact looking back I question was I even myself then? I would get irritated so easily and pass that by as the miscarriage and divorce situation but really I needed to be saved PROPERLY.
I mean what does a possession have to look like? Forget Hollywood – they work fast and magnify the density of a dilemma, and besides of course a possession would happen quietly and gradually, it feeds on your negative vibes, on your low self-esteem and the more heartaches or dramas you have the better! It’s silent and it’s easy – easy if you give them a tool such as Tarot Cards! Done!
Now I turn more to the positive vibes, I turn to peace, I want to be closer to God so I attend the church service, and it really does give me the kind of peace I was seeking. You got insomnia and that is why you turn to the cards in the first place right? To seek answers and a peaceful life? I have now found my peace and what a journey it has been, now I keep wishing I was where I am here right now much earlier. Who knows I could still be possessed now just under control..?? freaky to think no? If you read the Bible, God and Jesus do not doubt psychics and mediums and magicians, believing their powers are real, existent and powerful, however it is a different kind of reality, it does not believe in the intentions of the guiding forces behind it, the one who dwells within and provides the power is Satan or Demons in action.
For five years now I have been seeing the number 33 interacting in my life and I have a feeling it’s here to remind me that something spiritual and of a good entity is always by my side protecting me.
Recently looking at the Bible closely in the ‘New Testament’ I took note of all the scriptures/verses 33 in each chapter, and I conclude 90% this is where God had sent an advice/warning/message to Jesus and to Satan. Check it out for yourself if you don’t believe or get with what I am saying.
God bless, love and light always!
Read another similar story thread here: http://www.lasttrumpetministries.org/tracts/tract_2.html
